i have so many things i need to do. i have no motivation to do them.
i have no idea whats up with mom lately. she keeps acting like somethings up..shes all concerned like....as if she knows im suicidal *im not* and is trying to get me to admit it. shes really strange like that....i wonder whats up.
i need to start taking myself and my art more seriously. i need to grow up and be a mature adult. *sigh* i dun wanna! bah.