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is it just me?
Sometimes i feel underappreciated. Im the type of person who goes out of their way to make someones day but never gets it in return. Yet, if i even HINT at the fact that maybe id like some of that attention to..its like im fishing for stuff or presents or something. thats not what i want at all. I just for once want someone other than my parents to think, "hmmm...what would really make nicoles day?"

My friends dont really do anything of that nature. Theyre too focused on their jobs or anything I can do for THEM and it sux. I love doing things for people but the second i ask for anything in return or even just want some appreciation for it its like "oh, well im not that type of person" or "gee nicole do you only do things for me to get something in return?"
*sigh* no matter what i do/say it ends up with ME being the bad guy and i dont get how that works!

im gonna go draw something...for ME. not for anyone else for a change...no offense to any of you who have commissions. i need a break.

Current Mood: morose morose

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pinkpuppybelly From: pinkpuppybelly Date: July 31st, 2002 01:45 pm (UTC) (Link)
As harsh as it seems, maybe you just need to stop hanging out with those people. I know how it feels to bend over backwards for someone, and have it be blown off. Just assert yourself, don't do something for someone unless they show appreciation, and hang in there!
thornwolf From: thornwolf Date: July 31st, 2002 01:55 pm (UTC) (Link)
thank you for your comment =)
yeah well, ive gotten to a point where i dont hang out with hardly anyone but my friends Kura and Tiffalynx. Its okay i guess..theyre fun...but still, your right, it is hard. I dont hang around them anymore but when i DO see them its like i remember all the other crap and it kinda ruins it =P
arbeywolf From: arbeywolf Date: July 31st, 2002 02:34 pm (UTC) (Link)
Good for you Thorn! We all need to do something for ourselves on occasion. Oh yeah and *huuuugs* just cuz :P
From: ex_ravidwolf599 Date: July 31st, 2002 02:36 pm (UTC) (Link)

This entry really makes me wish I could do more than offer a digital hug or a compliment here or there.... meh... I know I'll make up for it soon, I guess I'm just slow at these things, but I (and I know a hell of a lot of other people) deffinately appreciate you because... well... it's YOU! Who could take their eyes off the huggable, nuzzle-able, and lets not forget cute thornwolf? I can more than see where your coming from, and yeah it's hard. I guess the world is just that way.... people take and take... but aren't always willing to give. (Atleast show some god damn appreciation you freggin assholes!)

Guess those people weren't really "appreciative" when they woke up on christmas morning and saw what they got... no matter what it was... I think these people are just taking your friendship for granted, and in my opinion (sorry for coarse language) these people are just a giant group of fucking narcisistic bitches. If they can't show appreciation, I say ditch the whole lot of them.

And theres Ravid's rant of the day. *gives thorn a hug*
techno4tomcats From: techno4tomcats Date: July 31st, 2002 02:45 pm (UTC) (Link)
Go thorn...and if you don't like the way you feel when you are around them, then dont!

I love yer stuff thronwuff, buddy..=)
From: (Anonymous) Date: July 31st, 2002 05:12 pm (UTC) (Link)
Yeah, life isn't fair, and believe me, you're not alone! Lots of people get treated that way. Still sux to hear about it though. Hope everything smoothes out.
thornwolf From: thornwolf Date: July 31st, 2002 05:48 pm (UTC) (Link)
thank you, whoever you are =) i appreciate the kind words *grin*
i think things will be okay soon..
From: (Anonymous) Date: August 1st, 2002 12:59 am (UTC) (Link)
Just focus on the good. I know that sounds lame, but hey, you're in love, and not only that, you're going to see the guy you love soon. I know for a fact that he doesn't take you for granted. So take comfort in that. There's one thing about friends. You don't need a lot of them to be happy. You just need a few that are really true to you. Invest your time and energy in those friendships. The others aren't worthy of you. *hugs Thorn* Pretty soon I'm gonna start singing, "Don't worry, be happy!" LOL

silver_huskey From: silver_huskey Date: August 1st, 2002 04:36 am (UTC) (Link)
It's always good to do things for yourself, you can't always go around doing things for people. And if they don't apperciate it, then you should never ever feel obiligated to lift a finger for them. *clings* ^_^

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