im sitting in computer applications and ive finished all my projects. so yay! i get to surf the web! im enjoying this class. the teachers nice.
however whenever i show my art to people who sit next to me theyre like "oh neat..." then ignore me for the rest of the period. guess i wont get much attention. did i mention i crave attention? ;)
im starting to not like the idea of prom. sure i wanna go..but its such a hassle! plus now im not so sure if ill be able to go to both AC and Prom because of expenses and an unexpected turn of events with Tav's work. *theyre turning his theatre into a 20 plex....* soo..i really dont know whats gonna go on with that. *sigh* now im all depressed. and ihave eye strain which is making it hard for me to see ANYTHING and being on the computer i KNOW isnt helping. my teacher begged me to go to the nurse today. i went.. called mom, and of course i couldnt get ahold of her as per usual. i swear, i could be bleeding from the head and shell never answer her cell phone >=/
i wanna draw, but then again..i cant see. i think ill sleep when i get home. its the only way to ignore the pain. *sigh*
im not in a good mood.
does it show?
-people you break up with who think youre still going out
-people who are disgustingly graphic when you really dont wanna hear about their personal life
-the fact that prom is 4 days before my birthday, so my parents will probably be all uptight and not let me go to six flags. *grrs*
-when guys go out of their way to prove a point you still dont understand
-when people think theyre always right
-when my feelings are hurt but it goes unnoticed
-when the first words out of my moms mouth are "why didnt you do this?!" instead of focusing on all the things i DID do that she asked me to do
-when i cant get ahold of my mom when somethings REALLY wrong, yet she always calls me when im asleep
-people who talk just for the sake of hearing themselves
-people who say things cuz they think youre interested
-the fact that StarFinders ghost story scared me shitless and now tav has a new thing to scare me with besides the girl from The Ring.
-when he tells me StarFinder's creepy ghost thingy with the burnt flesh is in my closet WITH the girl from The Ring. *theyre probably thinking of ways to kill me*
-when people undress me in public..*yeah, happened to me yesterday at Chantik*
-when i get stuck in a dress, or any article of clothing *ill never admit im stuck if im in public..i just have to weasle my way out of it*
-when my arm feels like someone grabbed it and bruised it but i havent been in contact with anyone for days
-when i dream about my old history teacher hitting on me *uuughh..Mr. Christel! eek!*
-when mikes snoring keeps me awake.
-when food goes bad in the fridge and NO ONE throws it away.
-when someone leaves 2 sips of milk left in the milk carton and puts it back in the fridge
-when people put pineapple in baked beans
-when someone farts right next to you
-when someone with bad BO doesnt know it
-when no one tells you your backpack/fly/shirt is open
-when no one tells you you have something stuck in your teeth. nice friends
-when people never hang out with their friends but are CONSTANTLY spending time with their boyfriend and swear up and down "well i never get to seeee hiiiiim" *cough*Jenny*cough* you dont know what "not ever seeing your boyfriend" MEANS!
-*this is a big one* when people, instead of building their art skills to be famous, rely on their connections with "the greats" (oo! i know kyoldie! buy my art! im popular!)
-the fact that if its not a fox, it wont sell on FurBid
-that we never have snow days *laughs at east coasters then grumbles..lucky*
-its too cold to surf but too hot to ski.
-when people think all Californians are dumb blondes. not all of us are..just 97%
-when everything i draw looks like crap
-when my aunt swears up and down shell pay me for some art project, yet conveniently doesnt return my calls when its time for me to collect.
-when people look over my shoulder and go "whatcha writin'?!"
-when if mom asks "what are you doing online?" i say "writing something" instead of "homework" she goes "get off right now i dont want you on for the rest of the night". whats she going to do? dad pays for my internet access =P and i stay up later than her
-when im itchy for no reason
-when its cold enough to wear a sweatshirt but by the time its so hot i can take it off, i have sweat stains *grumble* so i just end up leaving it on
-when people think im a lesbian
-the fact that you can get a girl flowers and chocolates, but what the hell do youget a guy? a DVD? yeah thats meaningful. yet if i make them a poem or drawing its like..well what are they gonna do with that? *Tav you are SO hard to shop for*
-clusters of Winter birthdays. were everyones parents having sex at the same time or what?!
-30 keyboards clicking away
-the dumbass that sits in front of me and to the left in comp applications. he never does anything right.
-bones in meat
-fat on meat...thats disgusting!!!
-when my pencil runs out of lead mid animation and i dont have any refills
-when i can find a pencil, but no eraser..and vice versa
-when someone starts a sentence but doesnt finish it *mom does that a LOT* "so are you going to...." *going to what?* "what? i didnt say anything"
-when theres a guy named "Cole" in your screen printing class and your names NI-cole...and theres confusion.
-when couples are overly cute in front of me and i have no one to love *sighs* eh but amy and gary are cute so thats okay. im just bitter.
-when Tavis proves he loves me more than i love him with math *i dont know how he does it!!*
-when dictators say "for my birthday wish i would like the destruction of the USA". nice. happy birthday
-the fact that nearly every cool pet carries Salmonella
-turtles. they do NOTHING but sit and smell
-parakeets. do they ever SHUT UP?!
-cornish game hens. theyre not fancy..theyre just chicken midgets.
well class is ending .ill continue this later. =P
my eyes still hurt. i think im going to take a break but it hurts to even LOOK at anything. and i dont wanna go to sleep or ill lie awake in bed all night like last night.
Poor Bridget doesnt start when theres snow and Tav had to borrow his moms mini van with the broken doors *Sigh* i really hope shes not done for. i love that car. Not to mention Tav really needs her.
totally random..i think i need to get checked for skin cancer. lovely. it runs in the family on the european side, and while ive had the luck of the natives thus far..i have a feeling my healths going to go downhill from here =P
on another sad note, Paleface the wolf passed away. My condolences to Timber and Dire. She was a beautiful wolf, and though i never had the privilege of meeting her, she brought a smile to the face of all who shared her company. For those of you who got to meet her at FC, you are very very lucky. *sighs* its a very sad thing when a wolf dies.
I think im gonna go relax before my interview with Tiff's mom. gotta do a report on Chinese people, and what better way to get the inside scoop than to talk to my best friends mom.
i think i need to take a hot shower first and get my thoughts together.