February 20th, 2003

Shabu Dog

blarg

i think i undersell my artwork. i think that when i DO sell artwork im so desperate for $ that i often post up my art for sale for less than its worth..i gotta get outta that habit. in fact..i should really get out of this situation because in actuality "furs...dont...have...money". not many do at least..and even people like Goldfur can run out of money *so hes told me =) *
for example..my ringtail pic i did is going for 20 bucks. 20 bucks!!! as Tavis put it its kinda like "nice work kid, heres a twenty." its my own fault though, i put that as the starting bid not thinking *slaps own face*

Tavis said that once i get my site up i can go all serious. get away from the immaturity of the VCL and become my own entity. Thornwolf. i can post my own art, whatever i want whenever i want on my OWN gallery and post up things for sale on my own site...originals....really good ones that i spend a lot of time and effort on. so from now on im going to take more pride in my work. im not going to whip out just a few doodles here and there..im going to use my talents to expand my horizons and get better at my craft. i love doing detailed work, its about time that i did some instead of wasting my time on "i colored it quick cuz i wanted to see it colored" pieces. perhaps then ill get some respect..*Not that i dont know..but you know what i mean*

Tav started helping me with my site last night *snugs* thank you wuffer..youre so wonderful =) and dads e-mailing me all the FTP stuff today. i really wanna get this going. im gonna make some buttons tonight i think. its going to be simple at first, but for now i just wanna get things kinda "up there"

on a totally unrelated note:
GrayWolf i keep forgetting to tell you..silly me...i went to unicorn jewelers today and showed them the design and they said no matter what size it is its still going to be a flat rate of $100 for the charm you want to do because he has to make a mold for it, etc. just thought you should know.
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    disappointed disappointed
Shabu Dog

im not here for your amusement

lemme lay it on the line for some of you....

i hate the fact that multiple people lately have seemed to get the idea that i come online just for them. most of you know that when im online im not really chatting..nor am i much of a chatter *as ive talked to Winter about this and he understands my point of view on this*. if you IM me and i dont say something along the lines of "im busy" or i IM you..im ready for a real talk, but if Tavis is online or my away message is on...consider me unavailable. you can leave me a message if you must..but "LOL" and "0_o" do not count as messages >=/ would you leave that on someones answering machine? no. dont expect me to find it humorous, especially cuz as soon as i see i get a message i check to see who it was and who said what incase its important, and the second i take my away message off to check what the "emergency" is..i get bombarded with people IMing me saying HI HI HI HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI!
ive started to become very cranky on the issue so much to the point im thinking of getting rid of AOL altogether and giving out an AIM screen name to few people if i need to.
im trying to stay out of the drama of the furry fandom *not counting you Mas and Fen and your dilemmas by any means*, no i wont do you some free wolfhome poses, no i dont care what computer problems your having nor do i want to hear you explain them in great detail. you say RAM or MEGA anything to me while you proceed to talk to yourself about it im just going to ignore you, which is why i had so much difficulty talking to Simion Lonewolf at times. im also not going to tolerate anyone who acts as if theyre the only one on the planet. if you im me...and i dont answer within the next 5 seconds, chances are im busy....b-u-s-y....and that does not by any means give you the right go to, "hello? hellooooo? are you there? hi hi hi hi hi hi??"
things such as these cause a wuffy's patience to wear very thin..and mines about to snap. im going to do homework now..*puts away message on*. yeah folks. that means im away. fancy that!
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    cranky cranky
Shabu Dog

you GOTTA see this

http://www.silabub.com/katarina/testthong.html

Kat and i were having a little fun with the joys of site building. *not that id know it first hand..but...*

I R A TROO W3R3! even though im not one! =D


Luv you Kat!!

*disclaimer* this is not the extent of Kat's site building capabilities i assure you..it was meant to be a joke...you know..har har? it was meant to be like "guess what 8 year old learned HTML and doesnt know not to use buzzing colors! so yeah..moo?
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    crazy crazy
Shabu Dog

tired

i dont want to do my homework. i did half of it and im just so exhausted i cant do it anymore. i even took a nap this afternoon. i think my constant sleeping is a sign of depression but i dont know what i could be depressed about. i dont want to write about "cookies in cyberspace" ill get half credit.
i have so many things i need to do. i have no motivation to do them.

i have no idea whats up with mom lately. she keeps acting like somethings up..shes all concerned like....as if she knows im suicidal *im not* and is trying to get me to admit it. shes really strange like that....i wonder whats up.

i need to start taking myself and my art more seriously. i need to grow up and be a mature adult. *sigh* i dun wanna! bah.
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    lazy lazy