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i hate that old bat! *cries*

my dog doesnt live with me, she lives with my grandma cuz i live in an apartment and cant have her there. when my grandmas not taking care of her, my uncle is or my dad. i do what i can but, if my dogs not there to be taken care of theres not much i can do..but now that my dogs back in town i decided to get all her vet checkups done, but then this morning dad calls me saying grandma said jesse was basically in a life or death situation with the way she was acting, so i panicked and called the vet and brought her in.

Grandma went with me, the dog seemed fine, basically everything she told my dad ended up being untrue. she made me look like a complete idiot in front of the vet.

vet - is this the dog that was lying on her side and throwing up?
grandma - what? i never said that. she never threw up. shes just been acting listless. >_< SHE TOLD MY DAD JESSE WAS HAVING SERIOUS DIAHRRHEA AND DIGESTIVE PROBLEMS!! so..i felt like a complete moron.

on the way to the vet, she nagged at me about how much its going to cost.
IN the vets office, she loudly talked about cost and made it seem like the vets are here to swindle us out of hard earned dollars for a mangey animal that can take care of herself.
when the vet started talking to me about heartworm medication, grandma scoffed and said that it was stupid and its just another "add on" to the bill. first of all, the vet ASKED ME if i wanted to give her heartworm meds today, i said no..so i had an option of refusing, and the meds are very helpful, but i couldnt afford them just today. grandma wouldnt know a heart worm if it bit her on the ass. i think she thinks its a made up disease.

grandma was VERY rude to the vet, i was so embarrassed i just wanted to die. here i am, going to a brand new vet that my friend works for and im trying to make a good impression and grandma sits there and treats them all like crooks?! she doesnt even know what they were talking about half the time, so i had to listen carefully and make sure they knew /i/ was in charge of the dog and her medical treatments cuz i actually know the difference between distemper and rabies.

more nagging about cost...

so $40 later, the dog was fine. im glad shes okay, but this gave grandma more reason to nag at me.

me- dont nag at me. YOURE the one who called dad and acted like it was an emergency and that she needed to see the vet. shes probably just depressed. *cuz she has to live with you!*
grandma - i never said it was life threatening i just said she was acting funny.

on top of that, i owe grandma 30 bucks for my dogs food. now what i dont get is...on my graduation day she hands me a check for 50 bucks, then says "you owe me 30." wtf? just make the check out for $20 and keep the rest. I DONT FUCKING CARE! it saves me one step.

so we get in the car and im on the phone with dad saying the dog DESPERATELY needs to get her teeth cleaned but before they do that they need to make sure her kidneys are in working order because she /is/ 8 years old and we dont want her dying while under anesthesia. grandma nags about the cost saying "she doesnt need all that blood work blah blah blah" and the cleaning alone is $170 but dad said we needed to get it done anyways. the longer you wait the more expensive its going to be and they wont work on her without the bloodwork for fear of her dying from some unknown allergy or kidney problem.

my grandma doesnt care about life. she cares about material things. if i didnt know any better id say my grandpa's cause of death was having to endure 56 years of her stupid banter.

so we fought. she said i was a little brat and she didnt want to speak to me anymore. me. a brat. cuz i told her to stop bugging me about cost cuz SHES not even paying for it, dad and i are. so SHUT UP! she tells me to go to hell. i said "ill see you there grandma, ill see you there."

little twit!

im so upset right now. im so angry im actually crying...

i think what upset me most was when grandma started mentioning how i had no right to say shes a nag because she took care of my dog for 2 years. was i in a place where /i/ could take the dog? no! if i could i would be more than happy to take the dog, i love her, unlike grandma who finds her to be an annoying little hairball.

its not my fault my parents got a divorce and i had to live in an apartment cuz thats all we could afford. *SOB!* STUPID WHORE! i miss grandpa. he wouldnt allow her to bring this stuff up making it seem like its my fault. i just want my dog back! why does she have to bring up such painful memories? *cries*
I put a call in to dad and told him what was going on...he said it wasnt right of her to say that. she nags for no reason. its not her money were spending..she has no right. its not right of her to bring up issues and make it seem like its my fault my parents got divorced and shes stuck with the dog. I DIDNT WANT IT TO HAPPEN! SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU OLD BAG!

i think im going to go crawl in bed now....i just wish i had my dog to snuggle up to. *cries*

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shadowfox24 From: shadowfox24 Date: June 18th, 2003 10:23 am (UTC) (Link)
*grrr* *hug* It's ok nicole. Your dog isn't sick and that's what really matters. I don't know if your a spiritual person or not. I am and I can tell you her games are not going un-noticed. Tabs are being kept and hers will be called in soon enough.

Besides, material possessions can't keep you warm at night. One day she's going to realize how no one wants to be around her. That desperate lonely feeling will be justice in itself.
alex_to_you From: alex_to_you Date: June 18th, 2003 10:29 am (UTC) (Link)
im sorry... that sucks! But if she's acting like that, at least you know you have your dad thats obviously on your side and friends that are here for you! *HUG*
rogue1717 From: rogue1717 Date: June 18th, 2003 11:01 am (UTC) (Link)
~snugs and lots of em~ I may not be a dog, but I'm a cougieyote! that's like 1/2 way there!
westly From: westly Date: June 18th, 2003 12:13 pm (UTC) (Link)
There will be a day, when everyone's surrounding her, she's breathing her last breaths...

...you can tell her that the oxygen machine doesn't mean you're processing oxygen any better, it's all fabricated by medical science to make you pay more. Hell, you don't even need bloodwork! Cause of death: OLD!

pyrene From: pyrene Date: June 18th, 2003 01:03 pm (UTC) (Link)
I know it's not really any of my bussiness, but I can understand where you're comeing from and I just want to offer support. My parents are divorced too and I spent a long time blameing myself for because of some stuff a family member said to me. Don't listen to her, it's not your fault, but you already know that. I'm glad your dogs ok.
eccentricweepel From: eccentricweepel Date: June 18th, 2003 01:43 pm (UTC) (Link)
hey babes.
that's a hell of a hard morning. i'm sorry, family can be shit sometimes. i'm glad your dog is okay though. you know it's not your fault about your parents, so what ever bullshit gets thrown at you, you know isn't worth the worry. i know that doesn't make it seem any better but it is true. maybe we can chill later this week. hope things perk up.
freakachu420 From: freakachu420 Date: June 18th, 2003 02:55 pm (UTC) (Link)
I hate to be the voice of reason at a time like this, but...

You're actually lucky she's kept your dog for you. My former roommate agreed to care for my poor cat and crabby bunny for a week because I had to go out of town. When I got back to town, she had given them both away because she didn't want to take care of them any more.

That was 2 1/2 years ago and I'm still not over it.
jaxxblackfox From: jaxxblackfox Date: June 18th, 2003 05:29 pm (UTC) (Link)

Your grandmother sounds much like mine. I don't talk to her anymore, and haven't seen or spoken to her in, hrmm....4 years now.

pardouncia From: pardouncia Date: June 19th, 2003 02:04 am (UTC) (Link)
I wish you the best of luck in finding a place to live where you can keep your dog in the near future. *offers hugs and support*
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