ive been sleeping all day and only woke up for a couple of phonecalls, soup, and dad coming over to help rearrange my room *its all pretty now* =)
i talked to mom, Tavis,
god im so miserable. i wanna do artwork but i just cant bring myself to get up and do it. i feel so weak =( and i feel nauseated >_< i feel im letting my commissioners down but theyre just going to have to deal. ill e-mail them in a few. talked to one and he is very understanding.
The painter is outside painting the house, but why on earth did he have to bring his rat terrier, Mickey? i swear, Jesse considers that little mongrel a mortal enemy. shes never been a vicious dog, ive never seen her bare her teeth until yesterday when she slammed into the sliding glass door growling and clawing because Mickey was taunting her and prancing back and forth as if to say "nanner nanner im outside peeing all over your yard and theres nothing you can do about it". stupid mutt.
this is horrible. wheres my wuffy boy when i need him? *whine* i really could use a hug and a cuddle right now, and i think he needs one too. at least the dog curled up under the covers with me to help keep me warm. good Jesse. *sticks feet under her stomach* much better *curls up in a blanket* im lucky my dog sleeps more than i do so i dont have to worry about her annoying me too bad.\
my internet connection sucks. connected at 36000 bps? wtf?! i miss June's house >_< ah well. at least it will keep me off the net for the most part.
im not starting my job for another week or two. theyre having budget cuts and its not a good idea to bring on a new member until they get that settled. for now im a charity case. at least my conbadge auction went higher than expected.