Log in

No account? Create an account
entries friends calendar profile FurAffinity Previous Previous Next Next
*cries* - The art of Thornwolf — LiveJournal
i feel that i am losing the best things i have in my life right now. how is it that one day i can feel i am on top of the world, and the rest can come crashing down in an instant? i seriously fear for the future and what it may bring. i dont want my worst fears to come true. to the "freshman" who decided to get involved in my life. you are not welcome here. you are nothing to me, and im not gonna allow you to bother me. this post is NOT about you or any related incident. its something completely different, so turn tail and run right now, you coward. to my friends...yes...my friends....id like to say i appreciate all youve done for me. right now im talking to jenny..shes helping me out a little....but i still feel miserable. im going to be taking a 3 day break from the internet. i will only come online to check my auctions and MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE update my journal. but in all honesty, i think that the less im online, the better the chance of my problems being solved. right now, i think im going to crawl into a hole and figure out how i screwed things up so badly. im seriously scared right now.....its not school related...its just life related. i appreciate any kind words anyone has given me, they are much appreciated. right now i just need to take this time to think of what direction my life is going right now, who i want in it, and who i dont, and who and what i may be losing if i make the wrong decisions. goodbye all. ill be okay....i think.

Current Mood: crushed crushed
Current Music: sinead o'connor-nothing compares to you

3 comments or Leave a comment
winterwinstar From: winterwinstar Date: September 16th, 2002 08:54 pm (UTC) (Link)
sorry to hear things are going so bad for you
i feel badly for you now. well i can do the only thing i can do
I hope this makes you feel better http://www.ketnar.org/~winterwinstar/images/hugz.JPG
hope things turn out better for you, and i mean that in every possible way!
*gives you his lucky rabbits foot and a four leaf clover
pardouncia From: pardouncia Date: September 16th, 2002 10:13 pm (UTC) (Link)
I love that pic, Winter. I'll do my part, too. *hands Thorn some catnip tea* It's the best I can offer. Well, that and a hug. I hope things work out for you.
From: tiffalynx Date: September 17th, 2002 07:54 am (UTC) (Link)
Hello my dear. I hope that everything will work itself out. In most cases it usually does and i think everything will blow over in a matter of time. But until then dont think too much. People are lame (we've discussed this many times) and if they are stupid enough to get involved in petty immature things like this, then they are not worth stressing about. Move on nicole you are better than that.
As for everything else...
"Our remedies oft in ourslves do lie."
3 comments or Leave a comment