An Ethel Among Mermans (thornwolf) wrote,
An Ethel Among Mermans

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ive been thinking

i know i shouldnt be *thinking*. after all i may hurt myself.
but, i have been thinking about a lot of things lately. I talked with Tavis about a few things. Hes such a great guy, i love him to death. Hes sweet and understanding. Im so grateful we can talk about everyday things, as well as bigger issues.We have things were discussing that can either help us or hurt us in the future. Not about our relationship in general mind you, but just stuff to consider in life, whether now or later. Stuff about us, and our lives and what direction theyre going in. Growing up is a bitch, but, everyone has to do it. I feel very lucky and blessed to have a guy like him. If i had to walk through hell with anyone i would definitely choose him or dad, but since dads not religious in any way i think id feel more secure with Tav. at least hed know what to expect, know what i mean? ;) Tav, thanks for being there for me and im glad we can learn and grow up together, though i need it more than you, hee hee =)
I also talked with Jenny about some of it too. were gonna hang out tomorrow. no doubt shes gonna tell me about how shes planning on moving out. im hoping she can give me tips on that as well, its one of the many things i need to start thinking of.

i told CW i was gonna try to find a song that best summed it up...i may have found one. of course, being the lazy bum i am, i just stuck to one on my playlist:

by Howard Jones

We're not scared to lose it all
Security throw through the wall
Future dreams we have to realize
A thousand sceptic hands
Won't keep us from the things we plan
Unless we're clinging to the things we prize

And do you feel scared - I do
But I won't stop and falter
And if we threw it all away
Things can only get better
Wow wow wow oh, wow wow wow oh oh oh oh

Treating today as though it was
The last, the final show
Get to sixty and feel no regret
It may take a little time
A lonely path, an uphill climb
Success or failure will not alter it

*Chorus x2 *

Yeah. I think that works. What do you think Tav?
Ill prolly find a better one later. Love you cutie. youre one in a million *lick*
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