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worried..yet again
some of you may wonder why im /always/ worrying about Tav?
well...lemme just say this:

why dont YOU try having a long distance relationship where the only way you can communicate is by cell phone or online. if theyre hurt, if theyre dead, if theyre in trouble...theres no way of you knowing. especially if youre not close with their family they wont think to tell you "oh somethings wrong."

especially cuz tav is so accident prone and somethings ALWAYS happening.

just last night some random kids were hassling him and his co workers and were threatening them and stuff. they had to be arrested. turns out the one guy that was arrested has been arrested before for stuff like assault, having weapons etc. the police were just gonna hold him overnight, meaning he could come back and do something drastic if he was pissed off enough the next day, and theres no security guard on duty >=/

right now i cant get ahold of him and i cant sleep knowing hes not home. if i cant get ahold of him....somethings up. he ALWAYS answers his phone.

i dont like not being in control of the situation. i hate feeling powerless, but it happens so often youd think id get used to it by now.

he gets into accidents, has been in 2 or three in the past couple of months
he hurts himself, quite often i might add
theres a potential of him getting shot at by some psycho copycat sniper
the crazy storms they get there are very hazardous...rain alone scares me on the east coast. it never gets that heavy here

so yeah..stuff like that make me nervous. all i can do is sit here and hope and pray to God that he is safe..

put yourself in my situation for just one second and then youll realize my paranoia

im gonna go /not/ sleep now =(

Current Mood: worried worried

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pardouncia From: pardouncia Date: November 6th, 2002 10:52 pm (UTC) (Link)
I'm sorry, Thorn. That sucks. I certainly hope that everything is all right. I'll pray along with ya for his safety.
silver_huskey From: silver_huskey Date: November 6th, 2002 11:34 pm (UTC) (Link)
I'll also be hoping for the best Thorn! I pray that nothing's wrong.
kittomer From: kittomer Date: November 7th, 2002 03:40 am (UTC) (Link)
Well, I think I know your situation. Being in an long distance relationship myself, me being in Germany and my mate (maybe you know her, her LJ username is maggock) in America, I often worry myself too, when she feels bad, or one day where she had a bike accident.

Just try to remember that one day you won't be feeling helpless anymore, when you two are together.
thornwolf From: thornwolf Date: November 7th, 2002 03:51 pm (UTC) (Link)
thank you all for your kind words and support. Tav is fine, just thought ishould let you know.
and Hosea, yes i have seen your mates comments on friends LJ's before =) i had no idea that you two were together though. Good luck to you both and yeah...youre very right *glee* hopefully that "happy" time is going to be sooner rather than later though i think im going stir crazy
snowwolfmystic From: snowwolfmystic Date: November 7th, 2002 01:26 pm (UTC) (Link)
*Hugs* I'm thinking of you and Tavis... I too hope all is well for you both. And yes, one day you will be together and the paranoia will disappear...
westly From: westly Date: November 7th, 2002 03:02 pm (UTC) (Link)

Keep us posted.

I'm hoping he's alright for you, I know how that can suck. Having been in a Long Distance relationship myself (though with less distance, only from Illinois to Arkansas) I know how that worry can press down on your shoulders...and make you want to be nowhere but where you can get ahold of them.
I'm praying for you both...take care...and know that worry is usually unfounded...but shows how much we care.

Hope all is well
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